MiddleWeigh

joined 1 year ago
[–] MiddleWeigh@lemmy.world 7 points 1 year ago (4 children)

Wtf is a doctor?

[–] MiddleWeigh@lemmy.world 3 points 1 year ago

Let me out of jail

[–] MiddleWeigh@lemmy.world 3 points 1 year ago (2 children)

8000 a year? That would be a huge help. Like it would alleviate almost all of my burdens.

[–] MiddleWeigh@lemmy.world 5 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

Scrip is kinda low key a thing again. My SO works for wawa and there is definitely some scrip vibe. They have a company store, a points reward system, they will put you through school if you take classes that benefit the Corp, and the only way to move up is to basically bootlick management at weird company festivals.

It all has this very dystopian vibe of "everything within the corporation eco system" and my SO is a very principled women who is shy and kind and she refuses to take a step to elevate herself within the Corp, but getting a union going is pretty hard where we're at, everyone is very much of the boot tasting, welfare queen bad variety.

[–] MiddleWeigh@lemmy.world 35 points 1 year ago (4 children)

Not having children is my retirement. I will probably work till I'm old and gray so I just tuck what I can away, buy things that hold value, and live my life.

[–] MiddleWeigh@lemmy.world 1 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) (1 children)

My view from my window(they gave me one of the big rooms all by myself, the only one with windows, ptsd i think) was OK. Middle of nowhere farm and small Appalachian Mt chain. We had to sneak onto a ps3 to use youtube lol. One night i was watching lighting rolling around the sky and hills thru my big window, laying on my back, reflecting off the ceiling. I cried so hard, it was beautiful.

The rehab sucked. It really did. But I had so much fun. They tried to take our communal volleyball game over some bullshit and we flipped shit and got everyone riled up. We kept our fkn volleyball. ..it was a state run rehab with everyone fresh out of jail. Never laughed so hard in my life.

I'm almost 1.5 years clean from a decade+ run on fent and benzos. Wouldn't trade my experiences for the world, but I'm glad I'm myself now. Things are still fucked up, and they'll always be for me, but I'm working on it..

It really is whatever you want it to be. Make it for yourself. <3

[–] MiddleWeigh@lemmy.world 1 points 1 year ago

Links to Twitter. Never had an acct, the site is horrid, and I will not go.

Realistically, everything we dislike on reddit is pretty much unavoidable once there is a certain number of people, outside of being ran by some capitalist shills, hopefully

[–] MiddleWeigh@lemmy.world 0 points 1 year ago (2 children)

Ngl, I have no idea what I'm doing, and I am absolutely afraid to be in a position of any type of perceived power. Here's to figuring it out!

[–] MiddleWeigh@lemmy.world 0 points 1 year ago

I hard agree.

In fact, I'm finding that NOT focusing on these small interests, is largely more enjoyable of an experience.

 

Never thought it'd happen to me. It did. Been Clean a bit over a year. I got a couple crazy stories for sure. AMA

Edit: this is pretty personal, the answers kinda long, and I can't touch on everything, but I'll try my best. Thanks for reading.