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[–] narr1@lemmy.ml 16 points 6 months ago (4 children)

I'm pretty sure it's because of the unironic recommendation of something as shitty and - more importantly - capitalist as an AI. That's why I'm downvoting at least. Welcome to Linux though.

[–] narr1@lemmy.ml 3 points 6 months ago

Gonna have to go with alcohol and benzodiazepine abuse for this one, basically because it's the only one that I have beaten (citation needed). Only one relapse in the past 10-ish years or so! Though it took a few relationships with it, and I've gone through multiple hospitalizations (some even voluntarily), and because of that combo and all the other shit that was going on in my head (not to mention the cocktail of SSRIs and eventual SNRIs like Effexor at max dosage combined with stuff like Seroquel at max dosage for literal years, of which Effexor is still the bane of my existence; and stuff like ECT) there's like this hazy quality in my own past for me. As if I'm talking about someone else. I can't even remember most of my life from around 2013-2018 or so.

I'd say the worst part about abusing benzos with alcohol is how good it feels. I still have the cravings. Like even now I'd be up for it. That combined with the fact that it only brings out the worst in me, every narcissistic and sosiopathic tendency is not only brought forth but amplified also. And it's unhealthy in general.

So if you don't happen to die in your sleep; once you wake up and realize just how many people you've hurt, when the full weight of your own actions and the coming consequences descend upon you, you just might hope that you did. Vice, thy name is me

[–] narr1@lemmy.ml 4 points 6 months ago

The type of language spoken in that general area (along with at least one neighboring town) is considered "the purest" in the nation, as it has the least regional differences compared to anywhere else, so much so that the nation's most famous composer's wife (herself an accomplished academic) used to live there back in the day to study the language.

[–] narr1@lemmy.ml 20 points 7 months ago

oh wow I'm shocked, absolutely flabbergasted I tell you!

[–] narr1@lemmy.ml 5 points 7 months ago

Well, here's hoping it will get bad enough soon enough for most all of people realizing what is wrong with the world, and whose fault most bad things happening is.

spoilerAlso I got this idea while writing this. So hear me out: you know how during the French revolution the guillotines didn't always "work" the first time around? And people getting killed might have survived the first drop? I started imagining (in my violent fantasies) a situation where we'd group up ALL the fascists and ultra-capitalists and other vermin around, and start decapitating them with a guillotine, but not finish them off in case of the former happening. Just chuck them among the ones left, thus increasing EVERYONE'S suffering by a considerable margin. What you think?

[–] narr1@lemmy.ml 1 points 7 months ago

Yes, I agree, and I do believe the kid's parents would also agree. And it's not like the kid is given free reign to roam the internet, looking for the most cancerous, brain rotting, worst AI-slob the internet can provide, no. It's more like a TV basically, with age appropriate shows running in the background, and in our own language no less. He basically seems to occasionally take like a breather of sorts, stopping for something to bite or a sip of his milk or whatever, before running along with his childish endeavors.

But yeah, absolutely. Too much screentime in early childhood can and will lead to developmental delays, and in order to raise the optimal human being one should optimize every aspect of the child's life, adjusting at optimal intervals all according to the child's personal development. But you know, life doesn't work like that. And yet, as I just stated to the comment you replied to, I am thankful for your concern; we're all trying to do our best for this kid. If my little gift of an old laptop can bring joy and happiness into that little dude's life, that is basically enough for me.

[–] narr1@lemmy.ml 1 points 7 months ago

I really don't want to start arguing against this sentiment, because I agree with it. But the kid in question is not my son, and however much I personally don't agree with using a screen as much as my friends have with the kid, I also understand why it has come to this (that the kid's parents had decided to use a screen to calm him down, which it does) and how different peoples' life situations can be. Also it's not like he's completely swallowed by the bright lights and colours and noises the screen provides, at least as far as I can tell, as whenever I am or anyone else is around he likes to do other things as well (such as playing with his physical toys or engaging in other activies kids like to do, such as climbing furniture and doing somersaults and stuff) though I'm obviously not there all the time. Also he goes to daycare where the screentime is minimized I assume, and more emphasis is given to social education and stuff.

And this laptop wouldn't even be his first, this would be basically an upgrade over the old, beaten-up laptop his dad has had laying around.

So yes, thank you (all of you, other comments as well) for your concern for this child's wellbeing. We will continue doing what we can towards doing the best we can with the information we have at the given moment.

[–] narr1@lemmy.ml 1 points 7 months ago

Yeah that's part of the plan already, actually! Because that HDD is like real old

[–] narr1@lemmy.ml 1 points 7 months ago

Yeah, I've considered Fedora a few times while distrohopping. But I didn't ask that.

[–] narr1@lemmy.ml 7 points 7 months ago (1 children)

Oh yeah, that sounds good. He's a smart kid already, for sure, and his dad is an old nerd (like me tbh, except 10 years my senior) so yeah, might just do something like this... But maybe at first keep it as a Youtube-machine, until he learns to speak and comprehend more stuff. But thank you for the idea, though! Really didn't consider this before.

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