well yeah if you don’t then the ideal point will wear off, can’t have that
PowerLurker
joined 3 weeks ago
spilling my guts loser-style to the internet
i will never entertain another romantic relationship where toxic jealousy is an issue, that’s a promise. that shit makes me feel sick and evil just for existing and living my life. if i get a whiff of it and it’s not something that person has done copious previous work on, im fucking out. everyone has their hurts and their trauma that isn’t their fault, i get it, but i will not stick around for this kind.
ha ha no, a text altercation with my most recent ex did not make me cry today at work, why r u asking that?
ah shit sorry. i forgot i promised to quit posting. maybe after this one, i’ll do it for real. fr fr.
i do not want this heat for u but ur an adult capable of ur own choices, strugglebait responsibly 
want what's best for u
careful now, odds of someone taking this serious r higher than u think 
synthesis of hipster discourse & softboy misogynist discourse i think. im safe b/c i will never wear baggie pants and my adhd is too bad for me to read in public (feminist authors or otherwise).
gee golly gosh I do sure feel exhausted and lonely a lot of the time despite having friends and community I love. could it have something to do with the fact that 1/3 of my time is spent doing boring bullshit around people I tolerate at best (or just don't really know at all) so I can pay for housing and food?
(Actually come to think about it, this is the first job I've had in a while where I don't really have even one work friend. While those friendships are often not with people you'd necessarily choose to hang with in your free time, and are often not built to last any longer than the job, I do miss them when I don't have them...)
oh no not my attachment issues & social anxiety getting flared up by taking a chance on a new friendship. i mean that literally btw, I have neither of those things 
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lol u missed 2025’s biggest struggle session and honestly i’m happy for you.
cult hit television progrum mister robot is cool and woke, not cringe and lib. it will never be cringe and lib.
chapo is the name of a druag lord. it will never be anything but the name of a druglord.
cheetos live in crinkly bags, that they would live anywhere else (
) is purely fanciful. thbey will never leave their crinkly little bags...
bliss 
scribbling furiously in my notebook combing my brain til its bloody on a double dose of vyvanse in despearate quest to resolve the dirtbag/wokescold dialectic...
being a high functioning alcoholic sucks but it could be worse, i have a friend who is (or at least was for a time) addicted to wage labor
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i fw knifepoint horror pretty heavy but my one big gripe is that Soren gives such heavy overeducated white dork vibes that the narrative voice of his stories generally feels pretty samey, both in terms of writing style/character and also his literal spoken voice. (also my dude loves the (frankly middling) word “utterly” way too much)