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what questions do you have but don't feel you can ask trans people? (lemmy.blahaj.zone)

submitted 5 days ago by dandelion@lemmy.blahaj.zone to c/asklemmy@lemmy.ml

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Politeness norms seem to keep a lot of folks from discussing or asking their trans friends questions they have, I figured at the very least I could help try to fill the gap. Lemmy has a decent trans population who might be able to provide their perspectives, as well.

Mostly I'm interested in what people are holding back.

The questions I've been asked IRL:

why / how did you pick your name?
how long have you known?
how long before you are done transitioning?
how long do you have to be on HRT?
is transgender like being transracial?
what do the surgeries involve?

For the most part, though, I get silence - people don't want to talk about it, or are afraid to. A lot of times the anxiety is in not knowing how to behave or what would be offensive or not. Some people have been relieved when they learned all they needed to do is see me as my gender, since that became very simple and easy for them.

If there are trans people you know IRL, do you feel you can talk to them about it? Not everyone is as open about it as I am, and questions can be feel rude, so I understand why people would feel hesitant to talk to me, but even when I open the door, people rarely take the opportunity.

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[–] captainlezbian@lemmy.world 18 points 4 days ago (1 children)

Because that body was so unpleasant I was considering suicide. There was a wrongness pervading every aspect of my life. And I've long liked the term "hormonal dysphoria" to describe how in some trans people such as myself the mere act of having the wrong sex hormone dominance essentially has very similar symptoms to major depression.

I tried plenty else first. I attempted to man up, I grew a beard and got somewhat strong. I tried being an effeminate man and cross dressing for a bit. I tried religion. When I transitioned there were still old trans people giving the old advice, to wait to transition until the only alternative was suicide. I hit that point at 19 and began hormones at 20, but in a more accepting world I'd've probably accepted myself at 16.

[–] Kache@lemmy.zip 4 points 3 days ago* (last edited 3 days ago) (1 children)

Re: "wrongness" and "accepting yourself", how much do you think it has to do with how society/others regard the identity you present? I.e. how much do you think the path you've taken is an internal development vs a response to society?

In order to describe what I'm thinking: Today, you've found a place/role within society where you're more comfortable than the places/roles you've taken in the past. However, a completely different culture/society would have had different available "options".

Sorry if I'm being way too abstract/hypothetical. Even as a "more conventional normal person", I've long wondered how different I might be had I grown up in a completely different society.

[–] captainlezbian@lemmy.world 4 points 3 days ago

I think about bits of it somewhat often as well as the global history of Trans identities is complex and because as a feminist I maintain criticisms of our society's expectations on gender. But at the same time, I've experimented and messed with the social roles relating to gender since I was young. So when I look at groups like the hijra and two spirits I can see that in those cultures I might've fit in those genders. But ultimately, it's a thought experiment. My culture and I shape each other, and as much as I challenge it i am also bound by it as my place of understanding of the self.

But at the same time, the body wrongness that's hard to see as anything other than innate. I remember having phantom breasts as a teenager. I remember being uncomfortable having a penis as a very young child. I do not believe there is a world in which I could be happy with a testosterone dominant body without serious neurological differences. I think in a time period where no form of estrogen was available I could have managed with mere removal of testosterone, but it would not have been thriving.