Someone will affirm that they like me everytime I see them and ill still be anxious to hang out with them
Blockocheese
Guy who's vegan because he has really bad pollen allergies and hates plants
All roads lead to communism
But my social battery
I have plans for the next 3 weekends, including this one and even though its just one thing a week I'm preemptively stressed
Most likely a better version of yourself, if it does work, but better doesn't mean familiar and it feels like I'm becoming a full person while everyone else already is one
Im so sorry, comrade
I lost a loved one from cancer and had to deal with my conspiracy theorist relatives using it as an opportunity to try and prove their theories correct and it was awful
I feel like a completely different person than I was this time last year, I've improved in so many ways that I've wanted to for actual years but im also kinda having an identity crisis
My grandparents converted a small bedroom upstairs into a little TV room and it was cozy as hell, I say go for it
Day 2 of deep cleaning my room
What I've organized so far looks great which is motivating to finish the rest
Organizing my craft supplies has motivated me to start some new projects and use up some of my supplies
Im stirring up a bunch of dust which is killing me and my air purifier but I persevere
Not doubting you but literally how
It sucks because I know where that feeling comes from and while I dont want to project on my new friends, its not like its coming from nowhere, ya know? Ive been there so many times before and thought someone felt the same way as me and then got burnt :/
On the brightside, I do manage to keep it to myself/the internet now so im not constantly selfpitying to people who have done nothing but be kind to me